, 24th March 2008
I have always been spiritual from the age of 13 I loved having my tarot cards done and any thing to do spiritual I did not fully understand why I was drawn to mediums but I was, I still went, my readings was always the same the lady or man would say do you know your psychic and you have healing hands and then leave it at that I would get quiet frustrated that no one would explain to me what it all meant. One day I thought somebody would sit me down and say right this is what you can do but alas this was not to be till much later in my life.
I sensed that spirit was around me I would often smell things that were no where in the house like flowers and scents and feel cold spots but I turned a blind eye to it I would also catch things out the corner of my eye but I would turn round and what ever it was had gone oh so much learning to do in the years to come but I will tell you about that another day love light x
25-3-08 Another day after a visit to the Dr this mourning bending my arm this way and that way. Long story in a lot of pain with arm and shoulder had a jab four weeks ago was feeling a lot better till my visit this mourning nice Dr but suffering now. To cheer myself up i went to T k max with my hubby i am very in to buddas and their was loads of them my hubby said you dont need any more i restrained my self from buying one two or three and went for a book instead 1001 pearls of Buddhist wisdom. but i will sneak back and get a budda for the garden 1 2 or 3 love light marie x
Well I Will try to start this again but so tired I may have to stop again, my grandmothers death was such a sad time I had been very close to her from when I was a baby till I was 18. I then moved to Aylesbury and as I did not drive it was a very long way home I had to get 4 trains and a bus it would take all day to get their and when you had a baby this was not funny so I did not settle for about a year I cried I wanted to go home but things calmed down after a while. The first house I lived in great house I just did not like it i felt uneasy their. You must know what i mean when i say you have got the feel of the house or not , well i did not. My Nan and I would Wright every week as she did not have a phone she said their is no need for one bless her, and i so looked forward to her letters and planning my escape twice a year for my own peace of mind and that of my now two children i thought travelling with one was hard now i had a toddler and a baby a pushchair baby in a sling and not to forget the clothes that i had packed by the time I had got their it was almost tea time but to me it was heaven seeing her again love light x
7-4-08 When my nan passed away it felt like the end of the world for me I would enjoy our letters they will be no more of them how sad, she was around me I could sense her and smell the talc that she used to put on but one eve she went a little to far and scared me half to death as she would have said, I had not long had my 3rd child he was about three weeks old I lost track of time as you do we had gone to bed about 11-30pm I was trying to settel down but could see and hear someone walking up and down the landing but I setteled and went to sleep but was woke up by the babys nappys being moved and my heart was going I thought it was going to come through my chest and I pulled the blanket over my head then found I could not breath but I just did not want to have a look what a wose,
Then she sat on the end of the bed well i just froze at this point in time,I look back now and think how silly i was all she was doing was have a look at the baby and making sure I was ok, It took me ages to understand why they pay you visites in the middel of the night I would often think well why cant you come during the day to visit why does it have to be 2 or 3 in the mourning. let you know about this another time x No really its because they dont know what time of the day it is and when you are asleep you are more rested and the mind quieter thats why they do it bless them.
26-4-08 Well today was quiet a good day ripping out the old kitchen and finding layers of paper behind the units my face was a picture as my hubby said right bucket of water get stripping but i must say we had a good laugh flinging water every where trying to get this paper of. Untill I came upstairs to cheque my emails some one had written to me more or less saying that I had written my testimonials myself I was gob smacked and still sitting hear an hour later feeling quiet bruised yes i have put them on their but what other people have said to me by phone or in person and by email i find it very hurtful that people could think this. Their has been a lot on the news lately about psychics but i can tell you i am not one of them i work with spirit in the true sense working with god and the white light. at this point in time i am feeling very angry so i need to take a few deep breaths and calm down befor i burst a bubble. may be a glass of wine will do the trick catch you next time love light marie x
6-5-08. I must say to the above a few days later i did have a nother email from the lady and we both said our bits and fingers crossed no body will have another pop at me, but i dont belive that for one min what it does is makes you a stronger person as i know what i belive in does not suite all. But we are growing in numbers and the planet has become more spirtual., in the last few years. Their is a lot to it and a lot of things that are not understood i keep on reading books untill i can read no more and i am falling asleep. will carry on with this later as it is now 10-30pm and i have to get up early in the mourning x
13-5-08 The weather has been great not that i have seen much of it when i did go in the garden yesterday with my book the clouds came over so I gave up. It will be nice when the warmer evenings arrive and you can sit in the garden for longer and meditate have not been abel to do this yet as it is still a bit on the cold side. with the water going in the back ground its very relaxing. I cant belive that it is may all ready the garden looks great with the flowers out each day I go out their is some thing that has poped up in the last couple of days. I had a lady who came for help but found that may be this time round I could not do it even with the help of my dear friends their are great and I love them to bits. This can be a sad time when someone cries out for help you can be their and listen as i have done on many a night, but not this time I hope the lady finds what she needs to help her. You feel like you have failed in some way but you must carry on or you get to drawn in to it and that is no good for no one. I must have had agony aunt on my forhead since I was 13 years as people all ways come to me to chat about the things going on in their lives or as the case may be not going on but I would not have it any other way, that is the cancer in me mother earth soft as pud as my nan would say but I can be crabby like the crab some times, since becoming more spiritual I let a lot of things go over my head I dont make a fuse it will get done in time , well apart from when my son puts his dirty plate in the sink when the dish washer is right next to him and he comes out with 20 glasses where he has had his mates round but a least i know where he is so I dont mind bless him.
My friend suzanne is coming over for reiki on thursday I love doing this how to feel at peace and total chilled better then a drink if every one was to do this the planet would be so calm but that is living in the dream world. Mind you she might not get it done if my hair goes wrong haveing it cut by a male that will be a first so a bit wearey as to what he is going to do my hubby says your not having it cut and told the lad this all ready I feel I am a little to old to have long hair now, not that I am going to have it cut short I must make sure I tell him that as I will be hanging on to my hair and he will be trying to cut it something out of comedy show I can just see it. well all for now catch you later love & blessings x
13-5-08 My grandson will have passed 4 years this dec a time i still dread its got a little better but I still dont like this time of year as he passed on the 30 dec at five weeks old the grief I had never felt befor it was like a time bomb going of I felt for my son who shut him self away and could not deal with it and as a mother I did not know how to help him or the pain that my daughter in law was going through, my younger son had lost his best friend some two months befor and he also shut himself away in his own world why do boys do this. My daughter was trying and through her self in to work , my belives became a little lost at this time as I was asking for help and nothing was happening I prayed every day for this little lad to be ok I still had hope even the day I had to say goodbye to him, by the time we got to the hospital we all took it in turns to go in their he was other babie;s as young as 26 weeks still fighting on.
I took one look at him and held his hand and I knew he had to go his eyes looked so sad as if to say let me go I so felt for my son and daughter in law knowing we had to leave them behind to deal with this on their own, Then we waited for the phone call to say he had gone it seemed like days but it was only 2or 3 hours i cant remember what the time was i was pacing up and down and crying so much my eyes were stinging.
I remember being in the shower the next mouring still crying when my son phoned me. My hubby saying pull yourself togther i could have slaped him one, He deals with grief by doing some thing and putting on a brave face not the best way to deal with things that is what i think as in the end it eats you away and can make you bitter. I was not the same person for about a year untill i found some peace I know that if he had not passed away I would not be doing what I am doing now some of you may not under stand that. I have been psychic since my teens but chose not to do any thing with it I could have been doing psychic work 30 years ago but I did not , I wish I had but as they say every thing happens for a reason i will not try to understand it it just happened.
When i was 19 I had my tarot cards read the lady was spot on yes I was getting married to what I thought was a charming young man but what she did not tell me was that I would be walking out 4years later with my 2 children and the pain I would be in mentally I was total squashed I felt nothing but empty in side from how he was and how he was with the children and me. It took me a long time to bounce back but I did it and now no one walks over me and I am glade to say I came out ok and my kids are fine. you have free will you can stay on the path you are on or you can get of and start a fresh may be painful at first but you can do it i did. love light x
17th May 2008 The last 24hrs have been tough my Grandaughter is in hospital at the moment she is only 14months old, but the strange thing is i knew about this 1 year ago but i put it out of my mind i had gone up to a psychic show in London with my daughter and walking around as i do susing out the mediums as i do i will walk round 2 or 3 times till i am drawn to one getting the right vibes as we say the whole day was strange but in a nice way my daughter was getting pains in her chest as she feels things as well but she does not want to do any thing with her gift at this time in her life but i had to help her to gt ride of them as she had not had any thing like this before i tried to calm her down by telling her it was my nan her great Nan who she always called little Nan because she was tiny in height. I will say she calmed down when i had explained to her bless her, well i was very drawn to a lady who had a list that was full of names that had booked so i thought i cant waite i will be hours but she asked me to sit down so i did it was very busy and the noise was dreadful she had a tape going but i new that when i got home it would not have come out that well and i was right it was a shame, she told me about my Grandaughter going in to hospital and that she had the symptoms of some thing she would be ok and not to worry but when i had the phone call yesterday i went in to panic mode as we as psychics dont all ways get it right, the message can be jumbled sometimes and you have to work it out some times this is hard to do i hope now that she is right and all will be ok. that whole day was very calm on the way back on the train we saw a rainbow but this was a double one so very lucky we hope and pray that this time our prays will be answered. love light blessings x
18th May 2008. Been up today and she has a rash all over bless her still waiting for the blood test to come back you would think some thing like this they would hurry up, she was very upset not even toys and a cuddle with me could comfort her it is very upsetting seeing her like that and you cant do any thing i have been asking for her angels to look after her and help her get better all we can do is wait and see that is the hard part. Last week i went to see tony stockwell if you have not been i would say go it was a great evening and the place was packed 300 strong, Very funny guy and the energy was high my friend was looking at the stage and i new that she was looking at all the spirits that had gathered on the stage and busy asking her what she could see then as they dimed the lights i could see lots of orbs flotting around the room and over the stage i was so happy i wanted to scream so i know my fear of spirit is going and that soon i will be able to see as well as hear and feel and that means so much to me,
I have been able to sense spirit as far as i can remember but my fear was seeing them and this has taken a long time to over come this so you can see why i was so happy to see orbs amazing.As we sat down a older lady sat next to me with her daughter i could sense that some one was standing behind me and trying to connect in she had lost her hubby and grandson and grandaughter the whole time they were sat next to me i was feeling very sick and pains in my head i felt for this lady she so wanted a message and my friend was saying go on talk to her but she had come to see tony not me i felt the time was not right to do this, i just said to the lady i am sure they are with you and send their love to you she just smiled at me bless her if you wish for some thing so hard i feel it may not happen, and this is what she was doing may be next time she will get the message she wants. love light x
20-5-08 Well hear we are again and a very strange time it has been today i was picking up on my friends moods but i was not with them, and hoping they were ok i did text to see as you do, when you are psychic you pick up on lots of things this is great but can also be very draining. I need to spend some me time back in my threpy room to have a clear head to teach my group who are coming a long just fine, They have also turned out to be great friends as well, I love to teach no more so then when i am teaching reiki if you have ever been told that you are a healer then reiki is great to learn and then you have hot hands on tap to heal others you cant cure some one that is dying from say cancer but you can make their life a little more pain free. and help them to see the light and to take away the fear from dying. It should be very peaceful but it is not all ways like this i have heard of 2 deaths this week and both went very quick, some people will hang in their as if they are waiting for some thing or some one i would say that yes they are more then likely doing just that, if the person has not had a change to say good bye to someone they will hang on till that person has been to say goodbye, if it is someone birthday or an anniversary coming up bless them they will wait they will go when thy are ready. well thats all for now love light x
24thMAY..... Two of my children are psychic but they have decide not to do any thing with their gift at this time as they are to busy doing other things, that is fair enough i would not put any presser on them to do it its their free will my daughter will let me know if something is bothering her and she has seen something in a dream or had a flash as i call it bless her she says i will leavit to you mum. MY grandson is 14mths and we know he sees spirit he often looks in to space and starts chatting away and laughing bless him. Children are born with the gift but with most they grow out of it for one reason or another but some it will remain with them and they will go on to develope it. they will have their angel all their lives their little friend who no one els can see but them, most mums dads will say don,t be silly their is no one their and this is when most children put their gift on the back burner so to speak. It is a great shame when this happens. love light x
6th july 08 Well i thought i had start to put some thing on as it has been a while through no falt of my own some times spirit do not want you to work on some thing so the computure stoped working then it was then it wasent has been driving me nuts, but i am hear now. The last couple of months have been strange for me I call it a growing period with spirit going up another level as they say. my friends feel the same all growing as well. Yesterday and today I learnt a valuable lesson in not to push some one who is not ready and by doing this i nearly lost a frienship that is very dear to me when you connect with some one it can be very powerful you feel you have know them for hundreds of years in this life and past ones, your drawn togther for a reason some times you are lucky enough to find out what that is but other times it remains a mistarey, I am a person on a misshion I want to help all soles I have been like this from a little girl wanting to help people take away their sadness and pain but some times it gets you in to troubel. I am lucky this time round we have forgot about it said our sorry's but now I feel I am treading on egg shells in what I have to say and bit my lip as I dont want to upset them again and that will be the end of a good friendship.
so doing this kind of work is not all ways happy some times you just want to cry and i have done that . I dont quiet know how i am going to get round this one as some times my mouth goes befor i think about things but that is all i have done over the last few days is think and think to the point where i am now tired. friendship is very dear and you cross over that line and it will fall to bits big time. i know lots of people but friends you keep them close to your heart you trust them 100% per cent and you hope they feel the same about you. that is why i keep my friends small the ones you know you can relay on and i love them all dearly. so remember if you think your helping someone think first because it may not be the right time or place for you to do this. i have found that out big time and i dont want to go their again so just play it cool and hope one day they will trust you enough and let you in. love light blessings x x x
2nd Aug 08 I have noticed that my grandmother has been around me a lot more latley trying to give me some sound advice bless her the last 3 months i have been on a rollercoaster up and down then back up i have been so busy with one thing and another, I have not had much time to read you get side tracked sometimes but i am now getting through some more books. I love reading about angels and the work that they do and have worked with them many a time for diffrent things, i did a angel workshop last year which was amazing i asked for a nice day and thankful i got it, so we worked in the garden a lot till every one started to melt with the heat. It just goes to show you can tap in to the energy any time you like as long as you know what you are doing every one had a good day and made new friends at the same time.
Their are so many psychic around now days no wounder my grandmother never used to talk about it 40-00 years ago it was not looked upon then as it is now , but even today i dont tell all what i do you know who to tell and when to keep your lips buttoned people still look at you and say oh you one of them oh we dont belive in that rubbish and when you try to say something they walk of bless them, it,s not their falt its the way they have been brought up i cant waite for 2012 to see what happens their will be a shift in the planets and hopeful this will also make the world a more psychic place, we are getting their slowly but more people need to belive that when you die you really do just go next door. You can still talk to your loved ones they can hear you be by your side guide you when you need help if only everyone just listened quiet the mind and just listened and waite for an answer. Their is nothing bad that is what you put in to youselves its what your brought up with oh mind the bogie man might come and get you if your not a good girl or boy why do mums and dads do that. if their was only peace in the world what a diffrenet place it would be any way all for now love light blessings marie x
2nd Aug I found some thing in a book today that i was reading Self-belief is one of the building blocks of a happy life. To enjoy a full, positive existence and to creat positive change in the world around us, we must first have self -belief, we may have to do a little work first in order to change ourselves from within. you are what you think. The mind is a very powerful tool as everything we do or say to implement change in our lives originates from a singel thought. Theerefor it is important to indentify what it is in life we wish to change or accomplish for as we think it, so we will become it.
16th Aug 2008 - Well here we are again as i said on the 2nd i new my grandmother was around a lot more and that their was a new moon i have more energy when their is one. but what i did not know was the planets were opposing again so if you are woundering why you may have been a bit strange but could not put your finger on it this is why.
It has been a whirlwind few weeks for many, while some of us still feel like we are in a void, not knowing whether we are coming or going, who we are or what our purpose is. As i said the last couple of weeks has been interesting, as we had a couple of opposing planets that left some of us in a really odd space for a while and then you got the new moon on top of this so you may well have had the erge to do or say something that you would not normall do. all that compounded by little things being blown right out of proportion. does this sound familiar to you. This should now be passed for the most part, but many of us might be feeling the effect of the 8-8-8 energies. 8th day 8th month 2008.
Many lightworkers all around the globe have been working with these energies, which are said to be mostauspiciouse for us individually and collectively. The chinese the no 8 to them means wealth and good fortune. What many of us have also experiencing recently is much anger and frustration coming up. i do feel that this is our own rubbish that is coming to the surface to be cleared once and far all ( this can happen when we start to truly work in the heart energy of love, truth, joy, harmony ) But many of us, because we are sensitives and empaths are often picking up from the collective consciousness the feelings of frustration, fear, anger, I was not aware of just how much this was happening to me. so i will say to you simply hold your vibrations high. And do not compromise your energys for others and perhaps be a little more vigilant of how the not so happy parts of the collective consciousness might be affecting you right now.
Remain in a good space as you can thinking and acting in a peaceful, loving way, even if others dont get you and seem annoyed at first. remain true to the happy energy and they will most likely raise their energys. If they choose not to, then you may find they no longer around you as much. dont worry about this just be true to you and this is also undoobtedly a part of your sole purpose - to help hold the loving and light vibrations for mother earth and the collective consciousness. love light blessing to you all xx
25th Aug 2008 I am now begining to see more orbs flying round my house which is quiet nice knowing that on some days i am not total on my own, all tho their are some days when you would like to sit down and read the paper with out someone stroking your face or playing with your hair, but most of the time it is fine you do have to keep grounded when doing this work took me a bit of time to understand that i had to do this each time i got out of bed. Some days i would be driving and feel so spaced out and tired not till a friend of mine said well you are grounding yourself are you not i was like oh yes course i am lesson 1 i now do this. I keep telling my other friends to do this as well but dont seem to be getting through to them some how and they wounder why they feel like they have not had any sleep for about a week silly people they will learn the hard way like i did. I did a reading for a lady over a year ago we became very good friends at the time of her reading i could see that she could take a nother path if she so wished but she said she was quiet happy and loved the man she was with even tho i could see another man in her life.
Well a little over a year and a half has gone and she does now have a new man in her life has moved house and is so much more happy then she was and i am so glade for her. I could see that the man she was with at the time was not very nice but this was her choice at that time alls well that ends well love light blessing x I LIKE A HAPPY ENDING.
30th Aug 2008 3 Birthdays have just passed my grandmother, my mother, and mother in law ,the 24/26/28 Aug so the house is filled with flowers to remember them by, i always buy flowers each week and put by my gransons photo and i still light a candel for him each day, i will more then likly do this till i am to old to do it any more as it gives me peace and i do it for him.
I was full of hope when he was born in november at 28weeks watching him fight for his life up untill that last day i still had hope that he would be ok but 5weeks down the line he lost the battel and i think the will to live any more its a day i will never forget. . He was not the first baby to go in the family i lost my sister again a prem baby this was way back when i was 14 and my mother was not strong enough to carry her full tearm. I did not fully understand what my mother was going through at the time as she shut herself away i dont even remember seeing her cry it must have been such a hard time for her. My brother he lost a baby to but this time she was full tearm but she was stillborn the pain they both went through it rip them to bits and in the end they went their seperate ways, I dont think he ever got over this and this was the start of his drinking which did kill him in the end and it was so sad seeing him this way and some times i did turn my back on him as you were banging your head up against a brick wall.
He would go in to rehap then come out and it would start all over again. I know when he died my daughter and i went to clean his flat and the mess i was ticking him of saying how dare you leave this for us to clear up you were 50 years old wasted your life he must of been listening as when we got home. we had only be in no more then 15mins i could smell matches being light and i did say sorry to him for not being very nice.
I dont sense him around that much now so he must be doing his healing in the spirit world. To them this is no time but to us it can be many many years so if you come to me for a reading or you see another medium dont worry if your loved one does not come through it does not mean they do not love you or want to come through it just means they are healing and getting better in spirit. they will come through when the time is right for them and for you so dont give up hope. love light blessing x
18th Sept 2008 This week has been very hard looking after people that have cancer and are near the end, we have lost two, A lady in her 80s and a lady in her 40s my job is quiet hard at times dealing with this side and then dealing with the spirtuial side when they have gone over. Today was no better for me i was seeing lots of white feathers i must have seen six or seven through out the day and all that was playing on the raido was very sad songs, I had asked the angels for help but i thought this is some thing eles. my good friend gave me some reiki today as i felt that i really needed it having been a bit stressed, i felt relaxed after wards but still quiet sad, really could not put my finger on it, when i got home i recived a call from my friend who lives in devon to tell me her son had passed away on sunday i really did not know what to say to her all i kepet saying was how sorry i was, then the guilt set in i had not been in touch for quiet some time nor her with me.
We are two friends that phone once in a blue moon but then when we are talking we are normally on the phone for two hours or more catching up. How she will cope with this i really dont know i made a promise to go and see her and i will keep it. we used to work together some years ago and we used to have a right laugh. i missed that when she left. But we still used to phone at least every five or six months and have a long catch up putting the world to rights. i am feeling for her right now and will get a card tomorrow and pop in the post for her it will not bring him back but at least she will know we are thinking about her.( Godbless matt ) xxx
5th Oct 2008 Again this week has been really hard we went to devon for a break and to see our other daughter and the grandchildren we arived on the sunday, the weather was not to bad cold but the sun was shining i had booked a lovly b and b right out in the sticks driving down little lanes that only had room for one car. I was sitting their thinking please no cars come the other way as i could not see how we would get round it not unless we went in to the bush. we arrived after getting lost and i might add we had the sat nav her voice was driving me crazy stop and turn round when possibel i dont think so no room to swing a cat let a lone turn round.
We arrived and it was so peacful and very pretty we were out side in a barn that had been restored it was 500 years old i thought their might be the odd ghost or two but all their was , lots of beetels trying to get in the door and a large toad that wanted to come in to the warm oh and a huge spider that was sitting in the bath apart from that i did not feel a thing not even in the main house that dates back to 1600 centry, But a least my stay would be calm and i would not have some one playing with my hair all night that happens when we do go away and they have spirits that have not gone over to the light, and are trying to get my attenshion. it was a peacful two days till tue mourning we recived a phone call to say one of my friends had passed away i just stod in my daughters kitchen with my mouth open and then burst in to tears, we new she had been very down but did not know how far she had sank and how well she could hid it from people.
I had know her for 18years and in that moment i felt i did not know her at all she had taken her own life my thoughts were how could you do that, How on earth could you leave your two boys i know they are grown men now just. One is 25 the other is 20. i felt nothing i just sat all day watching the tv that i was not watching and my daughter making lots of tea bless her, then in the next breath saying i have got about six girls that would like a reading but she did understand, when i said their was no way on this planet i could do them may be next time we go down. we stayed till wednesday then i wanted to come home at least we did get to the beach on the monday that was nice and it was warm. my only sad thought was i did not get to see my other friend in plymouth how had lost her son the week befor i dont think i could have put on a brave face i have written and explained to her and they are all in my thoughts and prays.
Better late then never wishing everyone a happy new year and may all of your dreams come good for 2009 x
14-12-2009 WELL I THOUGHT I HAD BETTER CATCH UP AS NOT PUT ANY THING ON HEAR FOR A WHILE, spirit have been very busy with me this week i have been seeing orbs in an electrict blue flying round the house it is an amazing sight, i also have a spirit cat that i keep nearly falling over and last night was 1 time i nearly did . My shoulder has been playing up for months hospital app is next month thank goodness, well i woke up at 2-30, when spirit think it is funny to pay visit at that time of the mourning, i had to go and get more painkillers and just as i opened the , Bedroom door i caught site of this cat running out as to yet i dont know why it is hear, i have a feeling it is one of my animal guides but it is to quick for me to sit and have a chat with it. One of these days it may well slow down so i can do this when i have more time i will tell you about poewer animals we all have them. all for now love light x
26-2-09 Well it has been a while, i must say that the readings i have been doing latley are all about romance or the lack of it, people come to me to see if i can help, I will always do my best but at the end of the day it is your free will to take control of your life. i do feel that sometimes things are put in your path to test the waters, It is weather you over step that line and tread in the waters, that is why you the public come to see me, i can tell what the cards say and you could have two endings to the story, but again this is up to you what one you follow. Love & Light Marie x
14-4-09 Well its been a while as a lot has happened i have been of work for some time with a shoulder injury wich i am happy to say i had an op on last week, but at the moment i cant lift my arm very far. I have done a lot of thinking over the months and a lot of reading as well, i have now find another parth to go down and add to the things that i already do, i have always been drawn to indians and that is where my name comes from, medicinelady was givening to me by my guides 4 years ago i am now working to do my shamanic healing and soul reterveil as well as having the ancient rites of the munay - ki which i find all very exciting. my aim now is to get my shoulder better, so i can then plough on with the many things i still want to do. sending love & light to all that need it xx
15-4-09 Well today i started my journey of journeys with my guide balck eagle i am having to do this every day and write them down each night, its part of the healing that goes with the shamanic training, i have written my medetations down befor but they have never been 3 pages long, mind you i was on my journey for about 45mins, That is quiet a long time to journey but it needed to be done, Well i was allways told i would write a book so maybe i will get this done as well, If i dont burn myself out again as you can sometimes do. Well all for now as the shoulder is still playing up and this takes me a long time to do one handed at the moment. Godbless x
12-6-09 Hi my friends its been a while, i have had a lot of problems with my shoulder as of at the moment the op has not helped me at all.so i have been resting and getting a little board ha ha. As you can see from the front page i have now set up a new net work for those of you that love psychic things, And i am finding that people are joining which is great news. And i myself have meet some great friends who are amazing, I have found along my path that friends will come and go through out your life,
They will come into you life at a point when you may need them, But this does not always say that you will remain friends with them as both my daughter and myself have found out this year. Its nothing you do or say you as a person will move on from that friendship, If their are harsh words that have been spoken just let it go as this will cause bad karma through your life. What is done is done, But their are friendships that will stay the course and these you will find are what we call best friends you have a real connection with them, so i will just say at the end of the day you know who your friends are, They are the ones that stick by you through thick and thin, blood sweat and tears. So think who are your friends.Love & Blessings Marie ps I will try not to leave it to long next time xx
16-6-09 Well in 5 days i hit the big 50 some of you might think you are luck to get to 50, And yes i know that i am and i am truly grateful that i am here as i could have died when i was 25 had it not been for the fact that i went and had a smear test done, I cant tell you enough how important this is for you to have this done. At the same time my mother did not go and she sadly passed away when i was 28 and my youngest child was 1 years old. I feel it all hit home when jade goody hit the head lines it was such a shame that a young girl lost her life and her two boys will not really no their mother. I sopose this is why all thoe i dont like the ider of being 50 i really am glade that i am here, To watch my children grow and to see my grandchildren coming into their own spiritual path. If you would like to know more about Angels, spirit guides, crystals, then why not join the on line community on the front page. Love & Blessings Marie x
19-6-09 Well another day the sun is shining, but a bit windy. i have been working hard on the new site i have been putting lots of information on their, for thoes of you that are shall we say just starting out on their spiritual path, or for thoes of you that are way up in front. Their is a big chat going on about crop circles at the moment and i must say i found them amazing and did wounder how they got their, i have ruled out it is man doing it they would not have enough time do this in one night, As my friend said and it brought a smile to my face no they dont walk around with planks of wood on their feet going round in circles to make the patterns. After watching something on youtube i was gob smacked that sound and vibrathion could move sand into making these lovley pictures.
As we know the planet is energy and has vibration jupiter is a planet but un be know to me it has sounds coming from it. you would have to listen to it to find out and hear for yourself what i mean. So you see we all learn things even at this late stage in my life. Just click on to the new site and follow the links you will be amazed. Love & Blessings Marie x
26-6-09 A lot of you might be thinking why is it so quiet with spirit at the moment, i am not the only one that feels this way, The calm befor the storm as they say. We all know that we are moving to another level of spirituality and this has been happening since 1985, and getting stronger all the time. Thoes of us that work with spirit are waiting for something to happen and i feel it will, but not sure when. The Angels at this time have never been more close to earth trying to help us. I dont know the Answers like many of us we are just waiting, some people have said to me has spirit left us. No they have not left you they are waiting to, If you wounder if you have had an on going illness this is your time to have a break take things easy or plough into things like i have been doing over the last few weeks. What ever the out come i am sure it will be all good. So dont worry your guides are still around. Blessings Marie x
17-7-09. Today i have made a big choice in my life and it has taken me some months to do this, I gave in my notice at work, i have been working in the community for sixteen years now, althoe i love my job i did find it hard where i was working their was so much negertive their and no matter what i did, Give it Reiki put symbols round the room nothing seemed to change it or the way i was feeling. So i thought right ok something has got to give, job or money, money or job lol. At the end of the day my health was the main thing that did it for me, money is important but i have been thier befor, I will manage. I have to look after myself and my back as you only get one of these. Did i feel sad yes a little but i now know new doors will open up for me and i am so looking forward to it. Blessings Marie x
5th-8-2009 Whats happend in the last month, well the other site is going very well, And new people are still joining wohooo ha ha the last few months have been a roller coaster, trying to get the site ready with lots of information on their to keep every one happy. going back to what i wrote on the 26-6-09 it is quiet as we all need to get rid of the baggage befor we can move a long and go forward, we need to make sure that we have opened our hearts to love and really healed and clear away any past baggage, we i am happy to say i have done that over the last 6/7 months, It has been a long hard slog but i have got their. Now i am moving on and forward, and i know my guides will lead me on to the right road and open more doors for me, This year is going so quick and since last year it has been up and down then back up then down again. I have gone through a hell of a lot to get to where i am today, but i dont regreat a min of it you have to take the rough with the smooth. But i am a fighter and i am fighting on. Its nice to have friends and i have made so many doing my spiritual work its great. I have also started a new course on hedge witch/green witch learning about herbs and how to mix them and do spells with them, Again i must say i only work with the light and not all witches are bad in fact we are very mis understod that is why so many used to be burnt at the stake, or drowned, even the one,s that used to delever babys were called a witch, can you imagine that in this day and age. i dont think so. Any way thats it for now chat agin soon and i will fill you in as to how my course is going. Merry meet my friends just a saying we say he he, Blessings Marie xxx
6th - 8 - 09 Today i started doing my course wow what a lot to learn, but it is going to take a year and a day, but thats cool i have that time to do it, I was half asleep this mourning as my dog zita had me up and about at about 3-30 again as she has not been well by the time i went back to sleep it was 4-30 5am, i set the alam for 8am but must have sleept through it, Next thing i could smell was matchings beeing lite my brother chris in spirt must have thought i will wake you up lol. Thats his calling card the matches, Its so nice when they come to visit. Tomorrow i must sit and medetate i have not had the time to do this but i must make time, As my guides start playing with my hair when i have not had the time to do it, its like come on we have a lot to talk about, And now is the time to get more done as we are moving along spiritual at high spead, i have noticed on my other site how the girls are coming a long and getting to see their guides, well must say night, merry meet friends Blessings Marie x
8th - 8 09 Sat and what a warm hot day it has been, I love having my 2 half year old grandson harvey to stay, We are very in tune with each other, it never fases him sleeping in my healing room, He will just settel down and go to sleep after he has had a good look round and smiles and nods his head as if to say hi everyone its my bed time now. And spirit all ways makes sure he has a good nights sleep bless them, He cracked me up this morning he had breakfast and drinks, so took him up to have a bath for his mum got here, on getting him out the bath he looked at me and said oh nana i am so stressed well i did not know where to put my face, stressed i thought my god son you are 2 half you dont know what stress is, But i could not stop laughing he is so funny. he lights up my days when sometimes you feel a bit of. Zita my dog is like the dog out of peter pan she will fuss round them like a little old granny, she does not leave his side, even thoe she is still poorly at the moment but at least she did sleep a little better last night. My spiritual side is on the move once more, well it has been for a few weeks now and as i said now the next bit of learning comes in, well another year to be precise, oh we let ourselves in for these things, But its all part of the learning and i will always be gratful for that.You never stop learning, and getting things right. well merry meet friends till the next time. xx
17 - 8 - 09 Well here we are another new week, where does time go, i have now started my course and into the 3rd week, its great learning about plants and all the herbs that are out their. My very best friend hopefuly will have her baby any time now fingers crossed, and i have asked for help from the angel of babys that all will be well. Angela are such amazing energy but you will never know unless you have had an angelic incounter. When ever i am doing Reiki angelic energy is always around me, you feel such warmth from them, it truely is wonderful. We have now booked our hols and i cant waite to go Egypt here i come lol. Their is so much history their and spiritual places to see, i said that to my hubby he said oh great right up your street bless him, He is not spiritual as i belive i have said befor, he thinks the whole thing is spookey, but then each to their own every one has free will to belive in what they like, i would not try to change him, i have got no chance after being togther as long as we have.
But i wish he would understand somtimes as to what i do spiritual. maybe Egypt will open his eyes a bit who knows. lol. A lot of my readings i have been doing of late i have been reciving the messages from my higher self, it was a little scarery knowing my guides were no where in sight, but i feel very blessed to be able to do this. My guides are their when i need them but they are also stepping back a bit now to allow me to work this new way.
I have many friends who just work with the higherself and no guides i was told that you are aiming to work this way. in the future you are moving higher and higher up the spiritual ladder as they say. I have meet a lot of intresting people over the last six months who have been a big help to me, You would be amazed at the information that is out their to you. If only you allow yourself to belive that you all have gifts that you are born with. LOVE & BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL XX
19-8-09 Are bless my friend has had her baby a little girl, pheeeee as two years ago i said just that to her i am so glade it happened. If someone ask me what sex baby they are having i will not tell them, even me could get it wrong he he so please dont ask when you come for a reading. The weather is very good and i have been medetating in the garden oh the peace and quiet, with the water fountain going in the back ground, We have not long finished the garden and its great to sit out their in the fresh air. Make the most of it as winter will soon be here once more. I am looking forward to the end of the month when i will be at the hell fire caves in wycombe, they are very spookey well they are when their is only two of you looking around he he. When i have been up their befor kids get all excited about going in and then you can hear them screaming, bless them But it is worth a trip their just to have a look and dont forget to take pics you never know what you might get. Blessings Marie xx
24-9-09 Well i guys thought i had better catch up with this, We have spent two weeks in Egypt and it was great the weather was so hot we talking over 40 here hot hot hot , On the second day we got collered to have a massage my hubby and me oh why not it was our wedding annv our 25th wow ho you might say, well we have had our ups and downs like any one eles, right back to the massage lol it was amazing first we had to strep of well down to swimwear and we went for a sauna first that was ok then a shower, if i had know that i would not have had one 1hr before went lol.then it was of to have the massage i had a lady terry had a bloke much to his annoyance he thought he was getting some fit girl wrong lol he had a bloke. My was light because my shoulder is still not quiet healed but she went up the back of my spine and clicked it ouch, then she started on toes and clicked each one ouch ouch lol i like my feet played with but that was not nice. i could here terry going oh ouch well you silly man you did ask for a sport massage he he.
well that done and dusted we were coved in this goo nice smell it went everywhere face hair all over, Then we were wraped up like mummys now i know how they feel and left to cook for about half an hour, i could here terry snoring only i could not lean over and pinch his nose blast, so much for being relaxed lol. ok she says of we go another shower oh my skin felt great like a baby,s does then she said over here and shoved us in the steam room oh my god get me out of here i could not breath and i really mean that anyone that suffers with ashtma this is not good for you, i stuck it for about 5 mins then got out, she shouts out oh lady another shower i am thinking i am the cleanest lady in the whole of egypt here. Next was the swimming pool with jets good god that was cold but nice, we got out and dryed of and said a thank you to both of them. Right then where to now the bar lol. love and light to you all xx
26-9-09 Egypt is a magical place with the Gods and Godesses of the past this holiday we just chilled but next year we would like to travel around as long as their are bars in between i think terry can cope with it, this is what happens when you have a partner that really sits on the fence where spirituality is concerned, He does try bless him but it freaks him out with what i do, it is nothing to be scared of at the end of the day we are in a body when that body dies our energy/spirit goes back home to the universes, back to where we all came from, it is nothing to fear i dont fear death any more i look at it that i will see my family and friends once more. But it is the ones that you leave behind if they are not spiritual this has a great inpact on their lives, the grieving can go on for years, but if they understood that they can feel their loved ones by them i always say when i am doing a medium reading that thoes that have passed are just in the room next door. I have made many friends over the past 8 months but have also lost some as well, some that i was close to which is such a shame i value my friendships, but you cant help but move on and some of them may lack behind you, what i mean by that is we move on spiritual we move up the ladder some of my friends have remained standing still but i cant do that i have to move forward as my spiritual gifts grow.
I have a love for my site which is growing by the week and helping people has always been with me. Sometimes it is tough and it can be lonley as well but i must say i have come out of that i never feel lonely somone is all ways asking for help and i do what i can. It would be nice to think that maybe some friends may come back or get in touch as you do miss them even the ones that will chat one week then you dont here from them for god knows how long funny that but hay ho maybe they have probs going on and they have to sort it out. Well friends you know where i am if you want to chat love and blessings to who ever reads this xxx
1Dec 2009
Well its about time i filled this in again, A lot has happened in the last 2 months, Friends have come and gone again, this is part of life its hard but you have to get on with it. But i have made so many new friends which is great, and they treat me with the resepect that i desirver, i will not stand for any more behaver or rudeness from anyone, therie is no call for it, when all you are trying to do is bring peace and light to the world and help those that need it.
The site is getting bigger its taken its time but its my baby so cant expect it to grow over nite, but many new friends on theire and some i have connect with very well theire is a past a history and a future.
We have also seen the birth of my grandaughter skye, who i had the real pleasure of being at her birth it was out of this world, amazing to watch. And also keeping an eye on my grandson harvey who will be 3 in feb and becoming very spiritual and seeing spirit. I hope it stays with him.
My daughter gets married on the 12 of this month and looking forward to it, mind having said there have been a few hickcups but we will not go into them, all i will say is 2 very selfish people who what goes around will come back and bite theire butts sooooooooo hard.
My dog zita is doing really well after 2 opps for cancer, she has now put on weight bless her and is looking good love her.
A message for the friend that was, that is not now you know who you are, i forgive you past karma allow the new karma to come in, may you be blessed have light and love and never treat anyone that way again. i send peace and blessings to you.
22-1-2010
Well i have been in manchester since tues staying with a friend would love to say the weather is great but it has been very dark and cold and wet.. it was time i came away for some much needed rest and to find myself again...spiritual this is working a treat as the house has ben full to the brim with spirit and Angels popping all day and night....i feel that the 3 of us..sarah...lainey..and myself have learnt so much and the girls have moved up another level....it is so nice to be around light minded peps even tho it will only be for a week...but that gives me much thinking time....love and light to you xxx
7-2-10
Wow so much has happened from when i came back from manchester i would not know where to start...a lot of it is personal so that will not be going on here but going into the book instead....oh my god yes one of my many things that spirit wish me to do....but first i have just come through another test which will not be finished for another 5 months....looking into herbs and also doing moon magic...as i said so much has been happening...and when i get 5 i will put some more on here but for now i a very busy with readings and making my potions for the shop....have a very blessed day all.....xx